Thursday, 22 January 2009

• Life

    Extremely old pictures that needed to be put on here Px

  
  Jack; my sanity

   

  
  old pictures of me...not my best

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• Currently Across the Universe It Won't Be Long see related

   So I'm aware that this is the umteenth time I've written but hey I can't get anything off my mind. The 27th is coming and it's a day that I'm looking forward to but also a day that I'm dreading. Let's start from the beginning...
  
  1. My beloved girlfriend is coming on Tuesday: This I am looking forward to but also dreading. It's been three years and a few months that we've been together and I know that it's what I want...but the question is..Does she know what she wants? Throughout our relationship she's galavanted off with tons of other girls that it's hard to tell when she's faithfull or not anymore. I feel like a child in a candy store. Knowing that I want the candy ever so badly, but knowing it will rot my teeth out of my head (in a metophorical sense).

  2. I'm starting school again on Tuesday: This I am absolutely dreading. I don't belong in school. I belong in a studio, painting, developing negatives, or writing. Art is my passion and one of the many great things that I live for. Why am I holding myself back?

  3. I live in a completely new state...: I love it here, it's absolutely beautiful here, but I can't help but think that I'm making a mistake by being here. It's all moving at such a rapid pace that I can barely keep my head on my shoulders. The problem is; I don't want to meet anyone new here. I hate the thought of people. I hated it in my old town also. I was back stabbed so many times it's unreal. People I thought were my closest friends, hurt me in the worst ways possible...I just don't know.

  
  how I'm feeling...
  a volcanoe in a thunderstorm

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• Fallen Angels Creed

  We see people with our hearts; not with our eyes
  We believe in the beauty of the soul; not the beauty of the flesh
  We believe in individuality; not in prejudice.
  Our souls do not need saving; for they are not in peril
  Just because we aren't saints;
  It doesn't mean we'll burn in hell

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• When It Fades To Grey

  Cant you just tell me
  That it'll be alright?
  That everything's fine
  And you can save me tonight?
  I'm tired of this nightmare
  All I want are dreams.
  I'm tired of waking up
  Interupted by my screams
  I don't want to fall and wither
  I want to conquer and succeed
  But I don't want to earn my wings
  And watch my problems bleed

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• Currently Waves & the Both of Us By Charlotte Sometimes Sweet Valium High see related

  Vows of Forever

  I held you close
  And looked into your eyes
  But what came next
  Was an unexpected surprise
  You shot my heart
  And I fell to the ground
  I could feel it beating
  But in seconds my heart wouldn't pound
  You dashed into the kitchen
  And grabbed the knife;
  With a few stabs,
  You took your own life.
  I guess it's the way
  It's meant to be
  Us together forever
  Just you and me

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